When last we left the Insider 
he was a tired man full of only resentment, hate, and disappointment of unfilled/unrealistic softball expectations. He swore not to blog again in 2010, and as the Holidays approached his softball spirit was still broken, full of only negative thoughts, and Bah Humbug, then after falling asleep watching MLB Hot stove he was visited by :
that I have been fortunate to meet b/c of softball. It made me feel ashamed of my most recent behavior. Visibly shaken I dreaded/feared the next visitor as he came with such eerie silence and honesty
Ghost of Softball Yet to Come - ?????
all he did was show me the consequences of my actions as he pointed to the following empty image
I wasn't alone, dead, or benched, rather I had been given an opportunity by the softball gods
at Redemption and vowed to enjoy the game again in 2011 and beyond. America loves a Comeback!!!!! In my second chance I vow to spend a little more time on more important things like :
he was a tired man full of only resentment, hate, and disappointment of unfilled/unrealistic softball expectations. He swore not to blog again in 2010, and as the Holidays approached his softball spirit was still broken, full of only negative thoughts, and Bah Humbug, then after falling asleep watching MLB Hot stove he was visited by :Lead SBI analyst John Sheppard
After that frightening visit, I just shrugged it off as drinking too much Bacardi and went back to bed when lo and behold :
The Ghost of Softball Past showed up as - Freddy Gonzalez
Disturbing
Could my bad John Sheppard's haunting prophecy be true? Nah. So I decided that tomorrow I would throw out that old bottle of rum and start drinking tea or something organic like that. I went back to bed and when my head hit the pillow I heard the following distinct voice from :
The Ghost of Softball Present - Jeff Marcus
that I have been fortunate to meet b/c of softball. It made me feel ashamed of my most recent behavior. Visibly shaken I dreaded/feared the next visitor as he came with such eerie silence and honesty
Ghost of Softball Yet to Come - ?????
all he did was show me the consequences of my actions as he pointed to the following empty image
I wasn't alone, dead, or benched, rather I had been given an opportunity by the softball gods
at Redemption and vowed to enjoy the game again in 2011 and beyond. America loves a Comeback!!!!! In my second chance I vow to spend a little more time on more important things like :Player development
Enjoying The good times 
and appreciating the good life 
that I do have each and every day
Enjoying The good times and appreciating the good life that I do have each and every dayFeliz Navidad !!!!!!!!!!
